Showing posts with label campus life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label campus life. Show all posts

Monday, June 3, 2013

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Saturday, May 4, 2013

Stress Level = 200%

Yes, its 200%. I think I'm gonna lose my mind any minute soon. Somebody, save me. Please! 
Long time ago, when I am still a junior here, I've came to watch my seniors FYP's presentation. And there is one senior, can't remember her name, just after she finish presenting their FYP, she cried and I'm like, why she's crying? Present seja pun. Yes, that's what I'm thinking that time. But now, I realize why she's crying. I know exactly the feelings. 
Sorry, my post lately been telling you guys how stress, busy and dreadful life I'm living on right now. But I have no choice, I can only express well through this blog. And now, I feel a 'lil bit better after voice-ing it out here.

 Pray a lots. Stop complaining and do the work! 

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

What a life.




I found out this video from my lecturer. It was our assignment actually, we have to summarize on what we've heard and see from it. It's interesting by the way. This video help us to understand more on the history of the internet. Worth to be watch!


Word. From Book of Quote. Deep meaning isn't it? Never ever lose your F A I T H. Well, i think it's enough for now, I have a date with Esther Tha. Every night date with her regarding the FYP. In less than two weeks we have to present the implementation part of our system. I can feel the pressure already but all is well, God is in control :)

Look how we transform in the pictures below! hahaha :p

From this,

We become this. Tolongggg!!


Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Just a short random post

Passed 2.00am already. I'm still wide awake, accompanying my fyp's partner searching videos related to our project. Too much things in my head. A little bit stress until the pimples attacking my face again. I've been holding everything by myself since then. Hold on juji, God is in control for everything. Just have faith, hope and love.

By the way I've got a new book to be read. Been searching for this book since last year and finally it's in my hands. Thanks to my girlfriend for being so nice to help to find this book. "Becoming God's best while waiting for Mr.right". Woot..woot..haha! XD

Thursday, February 14, 2013

not so okey.

It's been a while. I've abandoning my blog for about 2 weeks. Well, I am currently here, at my hometown since last Friday, having my short semester break. Too many stories I want to share with you guys but I can't help myself, when it comes to computer based thingy, the level of my laziness shot high 'till the sky. =.='
There is no particular reason, it just I am done stuck around with my lappy. Ohh don't get me wrong, I love my lappy it just when I am at campus, my life will be 24/7 with my lappy with those assignments, movies, online thingy and so on. So, you know what I mean. Well, suddenly this morning I feel like blogging. It just I need to pour down some things here since I don't feels like talking it with someone about this. Better pour it down through the writing.
Okey, the thing is the result has came out today. And it doesn't come out well, I already knew this would happen but I did not expect it too be this bad. The result has dragged down my PNGK which I've been working hard to maintain it. The worst result ever! Kill me people! But i realize in the end of the day, there is no one to blame to but me, myself. I am truly deeply frustrated, frustrated, frustrated and frustrated. One more semester to go, how I'm gonna push up my PNGK back? Each of us, has our own goal right? And for me at least I got the 2nd class degree, at least. Or should I consider extending my study? Gosh, I am emotionally unstable. :'(

Thursday, January 31, 2013

day 9

It's been a while. Today, the 9th day of 3P. Everything went well so far but I found it was so tiring sitting in front of the pc's monitor all day long,dealing with the codes and so on. Finish class at 5.00pm, went back to hostel, straight away to the volleyball or basketball court, went back hostel again, took our dinner, movie time and then sleep. That's my routine for this passed few days. I supposed to do the logbook, report and revision but the laziness came and attacking me. Living this few days like people who don't have a life. =.='
I really should fix myself on this.haha. Okeyy, enough saying about that. 

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Earlier this evening, I've got a text message from my friend. We are in the same class while studying at KML. I kind of shock because we haven't contact each other for some time but in the same time I am happy because she still remember me. She's having problems with her boyfriend and seek me for an advises. I am truly speechless at the moment, her cases is the same like mine. I really don't know how to advise her, motivate her and so on. All I can say to her is to think deeply before taking any action towards their relationship. How on earth I am supposed to advice her when me, myself also failed in this thing we called 'relationship'. 

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Okeyy, enough sharing for today, it just i miss blogging sooo much. I am super duper sleepy, better off to bed now. Good night bloggers! 


Saturday, January 19, 2013

say helooo to 3P.

Hello bloggers, well the final exam officially end yesterday. I've done my part, and the rest I leave it to God. Meaning, the end of semester 5. Oh yeahh, thank you Lord for you guidance throughout this semester. Everybody is going back home and here I am, still stuck here in this island. Due to the 3P matter, my course mate and i have to stay about 3 more weeks. It's compulsory for the final year student and the class will start tomorrow. Tomorrow? Yes, it is.
The books.

I have enrolled to the IBM Database Administration course for this 3P. Even, my FYP's partner and I gonna  develop our system using Adobe Flash, this IBM is very important in order to develop our system too. So, I think it is a wise choices we made. We've been given 6 textbooks for this course, and I am thinking, how we gonna finish them in about 3 weeks. But never mind, since everything is free, we just go for it. I am thankful that that the fees is being supported by the government. Thank you Malaysia! Ahahaha :p If not we have to pay about 9K for this IBM Database Administration course only, nahhh, should be grateful right? 

Within this 3 weeks also, we had promise to our FYP's supervisor to start developing our system and will show to him anytime. How we gonna start it? I haven't even install the Adobe Flash software in my lappy. tweng, tweng, twengggg. =.=' And for the report, we have to reconstruct it again and fyi, we have been assigned to the most strict examiner ever! I called her Dr.C. She's beautiful, young, PHD holder, Sabahan and strict like a mad women! I didn't assaulting her here, I admire her actually. Her major is in layout and design so that is why she is being strict especially for the report part. But no worries, still I am grateful being assigned under her because we'll gonna learn more from her, I guarantee that. Wish us luck fellas! 
 Bright sunny Saturday, single and free, should go hang out with my girlfriends. See you! :)



Monday, January 14, 2013

#update

Rainy Labuan. 
Update on my final exam, 4 down and 2 more to go. No words can describe my feeling toward the exam, incomplete preparation, no one to blame but me myself. Enough saying. 

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Beautiful Disaster by Jamie McGuire. I want to reward myself with this book after finishing the final exam and 3P. Highly recommended by my girl Nana. And I can't wait to read it.

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Heaven by Bryan Adams. Keep hitting the replay button. And I'm listening to its cover version too. Covered by Megan Nicole & Boyce Avenue. And the other one covered by SNSD Jessica & SNSD Tiffany. 
Such a beautiful song. Much Love. 

'till then bloggers. 

Saturday, December 8, 2012

hellooo weekend!

Hello bloggers, how are you guys? I didn't even realize it's weekend already. Yeay! Counting days to go back home for Christmas. But before that I have to focus on things that I've to do on next two week.It's a presentation weeks,huhhh; Fyp 1, web programming, SAAD and MIS. Wish me luck!
Hmm, thanks God the "case" have been solved in a good way. I am officially, legally own the room I've been staying until now. The power of prayer, do believe in that. He'll give every things that we need :)
I'll give you guys a point to ponder tonight. Christmas, what is the meaning of Christmas for you? My bestie' asked me to listen to this song. The lyrics do touched my heart, miss Your presence oh Lord. 

Be blessed :)


Saturday, December 1, 2012

unexpected December.

It's December! Whoaa the time is flying so fast i guess. Christmas mode activated. Well, through all the excitements and hopes for this coming December, I really really didn't expect that something will came out and ruined the whole mood of mine. Almost 3 years here in Umskal, I didn't even think that I'll got problems with the hostel administration.
 I just can't cope with a close-minded person. Seriously! This post might be a sensitive issues but just let me express myself here. Well, there is 4 persons staying in our dorm. Our dorm look like an apartment since we have 3 rooms, a toilet, kitchen, living room and so on. Me, my roommates, one Chinese girl from KL, and also a Malay girl from somewhere in Peninsular. This Malay girl, report us to the student council that we brings pork in the dorm. She said she saw the tin inside the dustbin. The students council visited us and report it directly to the hostel administration. And I'm like $#$@%^&%%#@$#&^&!!! 
We did bring it long time before, but on that day we're busted, it was the Chinese girl actually, she did admit to us but did not admit to the student council. We can't put all the blame on her since she is a junior. Another thing is, because of this case, the hostel administration found out that I switched room with my friend. So, double trouble for me. For this one, I didn't want to put the blame on anyone since it was my own fault for switching illegally. Humbly, I accept that one. But for the pork case, I really can't tolerate with! 
Hellooooo, other students bring it too FYI. We eat it secretly in our own room, we use our own eating tools, we don't even share spoon, plate or anythings. But if you are not comfortable with that, you can always discuss with us first,  negotiate with us first. Not directly report us to them. We can always settle this by our own first. Girl, you are in a 3rd year, same like me. Don't you even know how serious it could be if you report it to the administration? You have no idea what the three of us facing on right now. Being scolded by the "madam" yesterday, and I don't know what's next. 
The girl that report us, don't even dare to look at us now, staying in her own room for all days and night. I know you are afraid of us now. Dare to report us but didn't dare to speak directly to us. Seriously, what kind of person are you girl? 
I always respect others people religion, belief and culture. In the same time i really do hope that they'll respect mine too. Peace no war! 

Monday, November 19, 2012

Another blog Update.

Hello bloggers, how are you guys? Hoping that all is well for you all. 
Finished the FYP phase 3 presentation today. The interface and prototype of our system. Thanks God everything went well. Just few comments from the consultant to make it much better. Tons of assignments and reports waiting for me. Huhh, you can do it juji! 
im using the mockup builder for the interface. 
For the church ministry, been busy rehearsal-ing for the pre-christmas and caroling. For the first time ever, I've join the caroling's team here in SIBBL. Christmas mode activated! And now I'm thinking about my christmas's wish, all I want for christmas is/are ________ ngehehe :p

bestie. intoducting you my fyp's partner-esther.
Rainy Labuan, better sleep early tonight. Good night everyone! 

Sunday, November 11, 2012

mock interview.

It's tommorow!!
Well, its a mock only. But yet, it cost me lots of mark for my soft skills courses which are compulsory for the final year student. Huarrggghh, nervous like there is no tomorrow! My last interview was almost 3 years ago.haha. Okey, okey, relax juji. Breath in, breath out. Everything will be just fine. 

Ignore the handwriting. Can't believe I've study this much for the past 2 years and half =.='




Have faith.

Friday, November 2, 2012

Got ya!

Got ya! Wewww, that's the feeling when someone discover the place you've been hiding for a veryyy long time. I've been discovered. Ohh my, but no worries, there's nothing to be afraid to. Somehow, I am grateful you've discover it. *wink* :p

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Well, here I am, back to Labuan. The mid-sem break hasn't fully over but I came back early to campus on purpose. Assignments berlambak! And still got 1 more paper left for mid-term. And also the FYP. Huhhh, all the best juji! 

R.E.S.T.O.R.A.T.I.O.N
Dear God, I claimed Your promises for me, my family and for all of us. Amen. 

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Ohhh i miss blogging,huhu. And finally got a chance to write on something here. Actually there are stills load of things to do, but let me rest for a bit while updating my blog.ngehehe :p So, this is how a final year student life would be. The busiest, hectic campus life ever! *sigh. But i'll always be grateful for everything. Using my own strength to carry on this definitely would not never work. Lean on God for every single things will keep you calm and in track. Believe me! Beside, a positive mindset is also the main key. Motivating yourself by your own. I'm not gonna lie, of course the pressure and stress are still there, pimples here and there, hair falls and so on but you'll be OK and just fine. :)

Student ministry, youth ministry, dance ministry, PPK ministry - i'm forever grateful. SIBBWPL is growing and growing! Can wait for the coming church anniversary.

Today, finish our e-community project. Its our LI 1 actually. I don't think I can write the whole story one by one but let te pictures tell you the story. Thanks God everything went well. Thanks SKK St Anne, thanks to our supervisor and last  but not least to my team members a.k.a girlfriends, deffy, lala and lyn. Great job girls! I might be lost my temper sometimes, but still I love you girls! Muahhhxxxx xoxo. hehe :P

basically this is what we are doing :)

peace :)

us

adorable kids.

giving the gift from us to pk hem

with pk hem and cikgu laura

10/10/2012

"We are running, chasing after all that You are, We are running, cause all that You are is all that we want now! No matter what the cost, we give it all to go Your way!"


Sunday, September 30, 2012

El Shaddai

Haven't sleep properly for the past few days due to FYP matters and other task. Phase 1 consultation on this  coming Monday, Ohh my.. :-S 
I've listen to this old song just now, El shaddai by Amy Grant which means God Almighty. Truly blessed!
"Age to age You are still the same by the power the Name."

Friday, September 21, 2012

blog update.

Hello bloggers. Rarely update my blog nowadays. Huh, lot of things for me to catch up. Wait 'till I got free time, I'll post everything. I mean when I really free :p
 Almost 1.00am, still awake and I miss blogging. I have no idea what to write on, so let the pictures tell us the story :)

Latest pic of mine, cute puppy but very "galangas!" :D
Will do our E-community program in this school as part of our LI 1. Wish me luck!
pic from FB.

The last picture was posted by one of our church member, I am truly blessed. Isn't that words have a deep meaning? "God doesn't call the qualified, He qualifies the CALLED!". When they choose me to be the next leader of our christian student fellowship, I doubt myself whether I can do it or not. I can't even lead myself, so how can I lead others? I am nobody, I am not qualified to lead them and many other bad thoughts came into my mind. ~.~ Went to PPP gathering at church last Tuesday and the sermon on that day really knock all the bad thoughts away, God said we are more than a winner! Yeah, so I am ready to serve! I believe He CALLED me on purpose and He'll qualifies me. Amen! 




Sunday, September 9, 2012

:)

Back to Labuan.
New semester. New hostel. New roommate. New environment. 
With the same spirit, goal and hope. Final year, here I come!
Wish me luck dear bloggers! 

Sunday, August 5, 2012

get ready then.

Uhh, the schedule for next semester have been released yesterday. I think we should make an extra effort to deal with them, prepare mentally and physically. Huhhh..dear course-mate, you know what i mean. (The lecturers,haha!) 
I feel that next semester will be very tough and challenging. The fyp as long as the subjects that we have to deal with. Huaaa, wish all of us the best. 

credit to mateen for this, ngehh :p

Looks like we have to take only 4 subjects on next semester, but isn't it supposed to be 5? =.=

Friday, June 8, 2012

late nite post.

edited picture :p

Hello bloggers. Its 8 of June already and I'm counting days to go back home instead of finishing the exam. Its 12.38 am right now, haven't finish dealing with Discrete Maths, and here I am lost concentration already. Haihh, too many things running in my head.  =.= !!