sandakan.

Hello dear bloggers! Last weekend, went to Sandakan. Visiting my cousins there as well as mansau-ansau there. Miahahaha~~ I've been planning to go there from last year and FINALLY my wish came true. 4 days and 3 nights, my cousins treating me lots of super duper yummy foods. Steamboat-ing, walk around the town, shopping and so on :)

steamboat-ing :)

with my cousin, rita. after a month at home, i think you can tell the difference of me..miahahaha :p

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Hillsong Conference 2012

 They are streaming it live right now and I'm watching it!  The sermon, talk, concert and so on. 

This is the link http://backstage.hillsongconference.com/ 

From the link you'll be able to see the schedule on when they'll streaming live.
Be blessed!

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selcas

the shoes :)

colour my hairs again, ngehhh :p

me n esther ---> while waiting for the lecturer...(>.<)

 

 

 

 

 

 

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20032012

In the class today, I wrote down today's date in my notes. And the feeling is weird, the date looks familiar. Keep thinking, keep wondering. Then suddenly just now I remember something but I am not sure. To make sure whether what I've remembered is correct or not, I text her. And guess what, I am soo right! hehehe :p

Dear Birthday Girl (you know who you are :p ),

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Wish you all the best in your life.

God bless you abundantly and I miss you so much. ngehh :p

Today's post is dedicated to you and Ferrero Rocher also waiting for you soon ;)

picture from mr.Google

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IT students without an internet connection? What a joke man!! 

Prof kami bilang.hahahaha :D

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into a new world.

Well, our semester 4 officially started today. Lucky me, I don't have any class on Monday.oh yeahh!

 7 subjects, 20 credit hours in this sem with lecturers that ......*i have no words to describe them*. But I am more than ready to fight. Same hope, Same goals. Wish me luck everybody!
Even how hard life could be, God for sure will make a way for me, for you and for all of us.
Stay in His blessing :)

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It feels so good to be home! 

I'll share with you guys my memories in Miri ;

around miri!

;)

marilyn, me and ingrid :)
looking forward to learn it again^^

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Running Man!!!

Everyone here in Umskal are crazy about this things (*i think so*) haha!! Since everyone was talking about it and anticipate the latest episode day by day. Running man actually is  South Korean's variety show cast by top K-pop star. It has a huge fans globally and I'm one of the fan (*wink*). In this show, they'll be given a mission and they will compete to do the mission. The first group to complete the mission will be the winner. In the process of them completing the mission, you'll see how funny the cast are. They have different unique characters that will make you laugh out loud! Seriously! It's quite hard for me to explain it to you guys since I'm not so good in explaining, pardon me ok? (~.~). It's better for you to watch it by yourself. It's actually not broadcasting here in Malaysia (*i think so*) but we're watching it online. Every week they'll invite special guest to the show. The guest were among the top k-pop idol. Must watch it! Here is the link where you can watch it online and also can download it. Click Here!

Even right now is the exam's fever, but I still manage to watch it, It help me to release my stress towards this exam by laughing like a crazy mad person.haha! Thanks to my roommate for being so loyal to download every single episode so I didn't have to download it and can watch it whenever i want.kekekekeke!! Have a nice days everyone! Gonna continue with my revision ;)

Running Man Daebak!!

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2012.

Hello bloggers!! It's been a while isn't it? Well, I have a reason for this. The week before last year Christmas, I am totally into my assignments, completely into it. Then after that, went back hometown for Christmas and new year's celebration. 10 days at home,well i'm kind of busy with the Christmas preparation, celebrating it at church, visiting my family and friends and so on. It supposed to be my study week but I don't even touch my books during that period of time. Not even once. Okey, after that went back to school. I only have 2 days to prepare for my first two paper. What to do?? It's the killer papers by the way, database management system and statistic. End of that story. Finally now I got the chance to update my blog even I'm still in exam mood.*wink*

I didn't realize, it's been 8 days since we enter the 2012. Whoaa, time goes by in a speed of light right? Remembering back all the memories in 2011. Too much things had happen, I had been through in various situation. There is one quote that really describe one of the event that happened to me last year,

 "When you trust someone,

 trust him/her completely without any doubt.

 In the end you would get one of the two: either a lesson for your life or a very good person"

Well, for me, I really got a lesson for my life. But still I am grateful for everything. Starting my new year with this bible verse;

picture by mr.google

the end.

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my first orchestra.

picture from mr.google

Good morning bloggers. I woke up quite early today. It's Monday, the day that people usually hate the most because it's the day that peoples going back to school, work and so on. But I love Monday the most. Why?? Because I don't have class this morning. haha :D

"my first orchestra".hihi. Yeahh..Last night was my first time ever watching the orchestra live, in front of my eyes. I'm super duper impress and excited. Actually, last night was the closing ceremony for the carnival of KOKUM here in UMSKAL, so they had invited the orchestra team from the main campus (KK) to perform. I surely don't want to missed it, I've been longing to watch it live,in front of my eyes after watching the "Nodame Cantabile" anime. And the chance is here!  Its once in a lifetime chances, I mean I don't have the chances to watch to orchestra as often as i want.

 Being one of the earliest guest last night, able us to watch their short rehearsal. I've imagine that they will wear a tuxedo, dresses and so on but they don't. It's a casual outfit, wearing their t-shirt, I mean same t-shirt for all of them. One of conductor also wearing a Hawaii shirt ( kemeja yg ada bunga2 tu bh).haha. But it still nice, I don't care about their outfit actually. And the thing that shocked me the most, one of my friend from Ranau is the member of the orchestra. He's playing the saxophone.I don't expected that I'll meet him last night. When I ask him why he didn't told me that he's coming to our campus, he replied me "saya lupa bah ko di Labuan". Hahaha..how dare you. 

Well, one hour of performance, I think they've played almost 10 songs. All I can say is WOWWWWW!!! It's a beautiful scene to captured in my memory. I don't even moves for a second, fully concentrated on their performances.*wink* Last night was awesome. I'm having a really really great time. And now I'm wondering, when I will have the chances to watch the orchestra again?? I'm looking forward for it, ^______^

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hello December!

Good morning everyone. Whoaa...its December already. Time passed by so fast, didn't realize that soon its the end of the year already. It's the month of Christmas!! Oh yeah..Christmas is coming to town. Hmm..rarely update my blog, there are lots of things that I want to share with you guys but I can't find the right time to write it on. I'm sorry. My life now is up side down due to this hectic campus life. ^^

By the way I'd like to share this quotes with you guys;

"When life is hard, just lift your head up a little. Because that is when the Lord is closest to you."

Will update everything when I'm super duper free, have a nice day everyone, cheers :)) 

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Francesca Betistellia

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Aloha!! Just finish taking my dinner. Whoaa...super duper full. ^__________^ (big smile)

Since I'm free right now, i decide to update my blog. Today's entry is about Francesca Betistellia. Who is this person actually? She is an American Christian musician. Being well known since 2008 but I just found out about her a few days ago. How out to date I am (sigh ~.~) . Few days ago, my friend, Shelly randomly give me gospel songs from her hand phone. Then I listen to all of it,all of the songs quite nice and interesting but somehow there is one song that really really captivated me.  "Be born in me" by Francesca Betistellia, that's the song I mention just now. Listening to this song brings me to a feelings which I can't describe by words. I want to know more about this singer so I Google her. I also search for her songs through YouTube and downloaded it. All of of her song that I've listen so far is super duper awesome and the meanings from her songs also inspired me! Francesca Betistellia, I'm your new fan now! : D

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word for you.

A CHAT WITH JESUS CHRIST...

Jesus: Hello. Did you call me?

Man: Called you? No. Who is this?

Jesus: This is Jesus. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Man: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

Jesus: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Man: Don’t know. But I can’t find free time. Life has become hectic. It’s rush hour all the time.

Jesus: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Man: I understand. But I still can’t figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

Jesus: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Man: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

Jesus: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Man: why are we then constantly unhappy?

Jesus: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That’s why you are not happy.

Man: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

Jesus: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Man: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

Jesus: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Man: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

Jesus: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don’t suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Man: You mean to say such experience is useful?

Jesus: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Man: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can’t we be free from problems?

Jesus: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Man: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don’t know where we are heading.

Jesus: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Man: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

Jesus: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Man: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

Jesus: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Man: What surprises you about people?

Jesus: When they suffer they ask, “why me? When they prosper, they never ask “Why me” Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Man: Sometimes I ask, who I am, why am I here. I can’t get the answer.

Jesus: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Man: How can I get the best out of life?

Jesus: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Man: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

Jesus: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Man: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the day with a new sense of inspiration.

Jesus: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don’t believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

Man: Thank you so much.

Jesus: You are always welcome. Have a good day my friend.

‎" Always remember, God's Word is the Word for YOU ".

I COPY THIS FROM FACEBOOK :)

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beach.

Whoaa!! It's 2.30am already. Just finish doing my database tutorial. Hmm...quite busy lately. Assignments, tutorials, group discussion, PPK's meeting and so on. Apa-apa pun, I'll always be grateful for all of this matter. It's my responsibilities as a student right?

 Last week, my friends and I went to the beach in front of our campus. Actually on that day, we're supposed to meet our lecturer regarding our group's assignment,but our lecturer is not available for that moment so we end up at the beach. Haha! Walking along the beach somehow make me calm for a moment. Yeah, forgetting for a while all the pains. We also took some pictures there, lets take a look :)

karenah kami :p

credit to lala for this picture :)

macam-macam

tuuunaaa skola kami...:P

wink! wink!

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Lift me up.

Waiting for the sunrise

Waiting for the day
Waiting for a sign
That I’m where you want me to be

You know my heart is heavy
And the hurt is deep
But when I feel like giving up
You’re reminding me
That we all fall down sometimes
But when I hit the ground

C/O         You lift me up when I am weak
                Your arms wrap around me
                Your love catches me so I’m letting go
                You lift me up when I can’t see
                Your heart is all that I need
                Your love carries me so I’m letting go

You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up

I know I’m not perfect
I know I make mistakes
I know that I have let you down
But you love me the same

And when I’m surrounded
When I lose my way
When I’m crying out and falling down
You are here to 

Repeat C/O

I can see the dawn is breaking
I am feeling overtaken with your love
With your love
I don’t know what I can offer
In this moment I surrender to your love
To your love

Repeat C/O

The Afters- Lift me up

Give thanks to Lord. Be blessed guys. Enjoy the video below!

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long time no see :p :p

*Berhabuk sudah ni blog..kikikikiki*

A few more weeks before going back to school. Gaining weight? ohh yeah..hahaa. 

Dear SURVIVORS i miss you guys damn much :'( :'(

Hmm..lots of thing had happen. But whatever it is I'm gonna leave it all to God.

 I will always gonna rest in His strength and love.

Dunno what to talk about, I just want to inform you guys that I'm still alive. hahahaha...just kidding. :P :P

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Respond.

"It's not about who is right or wrong but it's about our respond."

I am truly blessed by this quote. In any situation, the choices is in our hands actually, whether we choose to respond it in a good way or bad way. God bless all :)

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guru pengiring??

Hari nie malas mau speaking2..hohoho. Just want to share with your guys pengalaman jadi guru pengiring ni.hahaha!

Tadi petang baru pulang dari gereja SIB Pekan Ranau, jadi guru pengiring untuk budak2 Sunday's school. Kelmarin dgn hari ni ada KKR PKK Kawasan Ranau. 

Ingatkan senang ja mau handle ni budak2 sekalian, tapi sangatttttt susah d pula. Ditambah lagi nie budak2 yang "agak" hyperactive. Hmmmm... Lompat sana! Lari sini! Ketawa Sana! Bergaduh Sana! Macam2 la karenah dorang nie. Disuruh tidur, ketawa2 negi.. Baiklah2. Ada budak perempuan ni, comel...tapi awas!! Ganas!! Tampar kawan sendiri. Kami guru-guru Sunday's school berabis sdh ni mendiamkan dorang (haha..bm hancur!!), tapi hopod ie mikinongou, kalau org Dusun blng la. Sampai x suara sudah mau cakap nie..aigooooo. Bikin Girigitan tapi lucu juga..hahaha.

Anyway, I personally feels so blessed throughout this KKR. Penat tapi pengalaman itu sangat berharga :))

God bless all.

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we're starting it from 0!

i rarely update my blog. sori guys :)

(blum bayar broadband bei..ahahahah xD)

um,starting from 0? It's the best for both of us kn. Love you somehow ;)

Even kilometers separate us. Aduhh..langadonnn (^__^)

Really..really enjoying my holidays..gaining weight?? of course!! aigoooooo

Lot of churches activities, which i love the most. Creating a deep relationship with Jesus Christ.

Amen!

"If we could see how much the Lord loves us and truly feel it, none of us would be the same again.."

blessed be :)

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yeahhhh!!

Exam sudah habis!!! yeahhh!! :P Thanks Lord :)

Hmm..I woke up early today. Last night I've sleep very very well. No more papers and now counting hours, minutes and seconds to go back home. Hehe :P 

TWO papers in one day is really tiring you know. Yesterday, my last two paper is quite hard, sampai got migraine. But when I think it is the last paper, semangat menjawab terus! 

Last night, I've packed some of my things. Yang lain2 tu..nanti sekaranggg lah sambung pack. Right now, want to go jalan2 with my friends here.

My flight tomorrow is at 10.35 am. May God bless my journey. I know He already lead my way tomorrow. 

To all my friends, happy holidays! Gonna miss you all. May you guys have a safe journey to go back home aa. God bless you all abundantly :)

To survivors, watch out! Juji is coming..hehe. Pengerusi outing, Miss daya @ gullaa, sila tetapkan tarikh untuk outing. Thank you.

Ahahahahahahahaha XD

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