2013 ~ Alpha and Omega

Friday, October 18, 2013

Why must her?
Thats the question I would like to ask to you. But in the end of the day, I realize I have no right to ask.

Dear heart, be still and strong :'(

A thought

A thought. Just a random title since I don't know what I should put on it. I could not sleep, soooo I decided to view my long lost contact blog but I end up updating it. It's good actually. I've finished my internship and now waiting for the convo's day which is in the end of November. *Lamaaaaaaa lagi* So here I am, staying at home like a bos. I loveee being at home actually. Who doesn't kan? Being surrounded by my family members, blissfull, since I don't even remember when is the last time I've spent time with them. I thanked you Lord for this opportunity.

The overall result is out, my current CGPA; I don't know whether I should be happy or sad or what. But one thing that I'm sure enough is I am grateful. Enough saying. At this point, I should already started the mission to find a job but you know me. Master of procrastination! Shot me people. =.= ' It's been 3 weeks since I've done my internship. Almost 1 month and I don't even realize it. The first week, I'm not doing anything. For the whole week. The second week, I've started to join back the ministry at my hometown church SIB Tudangan, and at the end of the week, I went to Labuan back for a good cause of course, later I'll blog about it. Then the third week, I've continued the preparation for the ministry along with my church members and still on going up until now. This month, quite pack for the ministry in our church because every unit has it owns activity and this includes the children ministry, youth ministry and so on.

What is this ministry actually? What's next? When everything don't go right?

To be continue.....

6-8/9/2013

This is my first time to join a mission like this and one word to describe all of this, BLESSED.

1. 2 trips from Labuan, morning and night trip since some of them still working during last Friday. 3 cars in the morning and night trip also the same. I'm in the night trip. Since I am staying in KK, they came to pick me up almost 12.00am on that day.

2. Safely arrived at Malangkap Homestay almost 3.00am. We're staying there for 3 days and 2 nights. Nice place with a river just next to the homestay. Puas kami mintolop! Too bad I forgot to take photos of the homestay and river. Hmm.

3. The next day, after briefing on what we gonna do that day, breakfast and so on we went to Maktab Teologi Sabah (MTS) Malangkap. To visit the school, teachers and students over there and the most important thing is to give away the donation. Most of the student are still young, age range from 16 and above. I am so blessed to see their passion towards the ministry. Running into what they've been called for in their life.

4. Then, straight from there, we went to church, SIB Malangkap Tiong for the sound check because we'll be doing the praise and worship there at night. We are rushing doing the sound check and rehearsal because we want to mandi sungai. Ohyeahhh. haha. Excited to the max!

5. Done the ministry at night then went back to the homestay to take a rest. The next day, early morning we have a simple gathering, mandi sungai again, haha and then went to church SIB Malangkap Baru for the ministry.

6. Packing, and then went back KK. For the rest of them went back Labuan. But before that, sempat singgah di Taginambur at one of our church member house for the famous mee sup kb. Sedappp.

Since I am updating my blog straight from the office, haha, I cannot cerita panjang2 here, the foods, the experience that I've gained and so on. Later I'll blog it. So here it is, some of the photos.

Took this from Wira Bandar Labuan FB.

Arrived at MTS Malangkap

Ogou & Me

Almost 2 months.

Whoaa, I've been abandoning my blog for almost 2 months now. Hows life bloggers? I got too many delayed post. My apologize. And I haven't continue to reconstruct my blog yet. My life as a trainer, I should have lot of times to update my blog especially at night and weekend but I don't know why I didn't. Sitting in front of the PC for all day long is tiring, and it makes me sick to be in front of my lappy when I am home.

I didn't realize that there is 4 weeks left for me to finish my internship here in Sri Komputer. It is one of the biggest IT company here in KK. 4 weeks left, means that I should start doing my logbook, report and so on. Ok, student mode activated back. You must be wondering why I can post something here during this hour. Actually our supervisor, the manager for software department is on leave today, so all the trainers were lazy-ing and playing around. Haha, sorry bos! Thanks God the staffs seems like didn't concern at all.

Ok, another thing is I've deleted my IG account. It's my own decision. It's not like I hate it or my 'friend' tell me to delete it or what. It just that I am toooo into that until I can't focus my life. Physically and Spiritually. Every single seconds, IG, IG, IG. Stalking, posting photos and so on. Worsening my social life and also my relationship with God. Maybe some of you will say that I just have to deal with my self-control but different people have their own way right? Actually I can just uninstalled it from my phone without deleting the account but I just think about that after I delete it. HAHA. Nevermind lah. But somehow, feels so much better and free right now. That's more important. Maybe I'll create back soon. Maybe. But we should always leave things that distract our focus in life. Anyone with me?

Important dates:

13 September- LI report's softcopy submissiom

15 September- SUPER Summit 2013 in Miri

20 September- Report submission.

Well, about the Super Summit, I really really really really really want to go! But the thing is I haven't tell my parent yet. Hope and Pray!

Till then bloggers.

source: tumblr

6th July.

Another random post. Good day everyone. My blog now is under re-construction. I've been thinking on to change the preferences of my blog since ages but lots of thing blocking my way. So here I am, starting it slowly. I'll re-construct it from time to time until everything goes the way I want to.

I loveeeee weekend cause I can wake up late. Yeaahh! HAHA. Woke up at 9 this morning, done the house-cleaning, luncheon and here I am now in front of my beloved lappy.

Oklah, I have to go now. Bye!

Laissez Faire

The first week of internship. If you ask me the words to describe it, EXCITED, FUN, TIRED. Thats the words. New surroundings, peoples, environment and so on. But it was fun so far. Thanks God, within a week I'm able to get used to it. The only thing is, I still can't stand the tiredness of working in office hour. I've experienced it before during 3P at Umskal, but somehow I still in the process of adapting it. It is way too much different during my campus life. Hehe. Working from 8.00am to 5.30pm. Came back home, took a bath and ate my dinner, then go to sleep. For the whole week. Haha. Can you imagine that?

Well, currently I've been doing my internship at Sri Komputer Sdn.Bhd. Non-government company, located at KK (so I can go back home every weekend, HAHA!), quite big company. They put us in the software department and we are working on the database site. So far, we just doing the data entry process. And I'm wondering what we'll be doing on next week.

I got soooo many delayed post, I wonder when I'm gonna post it out. Soon people, soon :)

By the way, Laissez-Faire means let it be. My group name when we are participating the case analysis presentation during Business and IT Festival at Umskal where the first prize go to us and went back home with 2K. Sweet memories. Haha.

Home sweet home :)

This picture does not related any to my blog post today. Just want to share it. HAHA.
#throwback #edited n design by Shelly Edna

Late night post, since I finally have the desire to open my lappy. Been home on last saturday afternoon. Quite a long journey from Labuan back to Ranau. Dad drove around 5-6 hours from Menumbok to Ranau. Poor daddy. They have to pick me up since I've got sooo many luggage and things. I can't carry it alone. Well, my 3 years stuff in Umskal. I didn't know I've got that much. HAHA. Trust me, it's too much. Koronob bilang mama sia! HAHAHA!! And I haven't finish unpack my things. Some of them still in the box.

Anyway, I'm sooo happy to be back at home. No other place is better than this. I'm gonna have my long-longer rest before starting my practical on next week. I'm gonna appreciate this short break and use it wisely. 4 years staying in the Pearl of Borneo-Labuan, includes my matriculation year, there are too many bittersweet memories. I've been shape and grow continually through those years. I'll blog about it later on, when I've got time. OK?

Huhhh I'm a little bit nervous toward the practical thingy, but I'm sure everything will be just fine. Sudden remembrance of my friends back in Umskal. Now we are on our own ways, going to different places. A little bit sad. But I'm not gonna cry because I knew that we WILL meet each other sooner or later. This is a new beginning for us. Another chapter in my life has laid rested and a new chapter is about to begin. Ohh future, here I come! Thank You Abba for this great great opportunity. Maybe It's not too late for me to wish Happy Fathers Day to Papa J, my beloved dad and all daddys around the world!

New obsession

I've never been too much on this things before this but I realize day by day I've fallen for it. HAHA.

Tadaaaaa!!

The perfumes. Love them! I always love things that smell good. Who doesn't right? 1 box cost around 68 if I'm not mistaken. Bought this 3 for 100. So, it saves my money. It's affordable. "THE ONE" I've bought it with my friend. She took 2 and one for me. Up until now, my favourite is still the Versace and The One. I'm gonna give my mum the other two box. But still, I'm not gonna leave my Playboy-Play it lovely perfume. Gonna purchase more perfume later on, before I leave this island!

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Thanks God my first paper went well today. Oklah, 'till then. Got some revision to do. Good bye!

Refocus.

source: spiritualinspiration

While scrolling down on my Tumblr account this morning, I've found out this picture. A simple yet attractive one. But what attract me the most is the word written in it. REFOCUS. I wonder what relates this word with the bible verse that also written in the picture. The bible verse is quite familiar, but why refocus? Then I end up reading it. Here, I share it with you guys. Readed, Copied and Pasted it from @spiritualinspiration

"We must take the opportunity daily to REFOCUS our priorities, intentions and desires. The bible encourages us in Matthew 6:33 to “Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things will be added unto you.” Seeking God FIRST must be a priority for the believer. We seek God so He can bring us out of this world’s way of doing things and teach us how to live according to His way of doing things. When we seek God first we learn to FOCUS our understanding on the relationship we have with God our father."

Well, a great morning devotion for me today. I think I've rest and played enough after the FYP. The study week became a holiday and totally a crazy week. HAHA. It's time to refocus back on what is in front of me right now. Not only the final exam, ministry and so on. But things that way not too far ahead from me, the future. The last final exam and our first paper is tomorrow which is the Internet Technology. Watching The Voice USA 2013 while studying is fun. I enjoyed my study by doing so. Thanks to D I'm able to watch it.

By the way, I'm a fan of Danielle Bradbery! Go vote her! Just saying, ignore it. Haha. Oklah, few more chapters a waiting me to be readed. 'till then bloggers, Goodbye! ^_^