not so okey.

It's been a while. I've abandoning my blog for about 2 weeks. Well, I am currently here, at my hometown since last Friday, having my short semester break. Too many stories I want to share with you guys but I can't help myself, when it comes to computer based thingy, the level of my laziness shot high 'till the sky. =.='

There is no particular reason, it just I am done stuck around with my lappy. Ohh don't get me wrong, I love my lappy it just when I am at campus, my life will be 24/7 with my lappy with those assignments, movies, online thingy and so on. So, you know what I mean. Well, suddenly this morning I feel like blogging. It just I need to pour down some things here since I don't feels like talking it with someone about this. Better pour it down through the writing.

Okey, the thing is the result has came out today. And it doesn't come out well, I already knew this would happen but I did not expect it too be this bad. The result has dragged down my PNGK which I've been working hard to maintain it. The worst result ever! Kill me people! But i realize in the end of the day, there is no one to blame to but me, myself. I am truly deeply frustrated, frustrated, frustrated and frustrated. One more semester to go, how I'm gonna push up my PNGK back? Each of us, has our own goal right? And for me at least I got the 2nd class degree, at least. Or should I consider extending my study? Gosh, I am emotionally unstable. :'(

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stress.

Aduh..di awal-awal sem ini stress sudah! Went to meet my mentor yesterday regarding my registration slip and result, he said overall it's OK but he told me to retake the subjects that I've got C- to get a higher CGPA. Omg!! Retake??!! Arghhh I don't know what to do. I have never thinks on retaking those subjects. He said actually it's not compulsory to retake it but in order to push my CGPA more higher, I have to. And guess what, I have 2 subjects that I've got C-. The lecturer for both of this subjects are damn strict in marking!

Oh myyy.. It's 'memalukan'. Yaa, I know. Sangat-sangat memalukan. I'm not a smart student. This semester is a short sem and I have 20 credits hours, If I retake 1 of those subjects means that I will have 23 credit hours in this sem. What should I do? Should I retake it this sem or next sem?? Next semester will be my final year already. Aishhhhhhhh!! Super duper stress! :'(

Any advises guys? :'( :'( :'(

p/s- I've learn my lesson.

 Tu lahh, study week balik kampung 

dan berpesta. Lain kali balik lagi!

I am so mad of myself!

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trust.

copied from FB

This is for you dear friend. Hope you'll read this. Bless you.

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holiday? oh yeahh!!

Hello guys! Whoaa.. Its been around 2 weeks since my last post right? Hmm..it's over, finally! The midterm, assignments, tutorials, quizzes and so on. Tommorow, I'm coming home. Oh yeahh!! Can't wait to run away from this hectic campus life. 1 week of holidays, will use it wisely, for sure. 

Somehow, life being so tough lately. In this period of time, emptiness. But I still manage to live it. *wink* Thank you Lord! I really don't know how to express how grateful I am to go through all of this. People comes and goes but God, for sure won't leave us. Sometimes, I wish someone will tell me earlier about it. But you, you know about it earlier right? Why you didn't tell me a single word at all? We are friends right? But there is no point at all talking all of this right now, the things had happen. Life must go on. Bless you dear friend. :)

i don't own this pic. copied from FB. 

Pretends that everything is okey, living life as nothing happen, but the truth is

copied from FB.

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