Friday, February 24, 2012

stress.

Aduh..di awal-awal sem ini stress sudah! Went to meet my mentor yesterday regarding my registration slip and result, he said overall it's OK but he told me to retake the subjects that I've got C- to get a higher CGPA. Omg!! Retake??!! Arghhh I don't know what to do. I have never thinks on retaking those subjects. He said actually it's not compulsory to retake it but in order to push my CGPA more higher, I have to. And guess what, I have 2 subjects that I've got C-. The lecturer for both of this subjects are damn strict in marking!
Oh myyy.. It's 'memalukan'. Yaa, I know. Sangat-sangat memalukan. I'm not a smart student. This semester is a short sem and I have 20 credits hours, If I retake 1 of those subjects means that I will have 23 credit hours in this sem. What should I do? Should I retake it this sem or next sem?? Next semester will be my final year already. Aishhhhhhhh!! Super duper stress! :'(
Any advises guys? :'( :'( :'(




p/s- I've learn my lesson.
 Tu lahh, study week balik kampung 
dan berpesta. Lain kali balik lagi!
I am so mad of myself!

Monday, February 20, 2012

into a new world.

Well, our semester 4 officially started today. Lucky me, I don't have any class on Monday.oh yeahh!
 7 subjects, 20 credit hours in this sem with lecturers that ......*i have no words to describe them*. But I am more than ready to fight. Same hope, Same goals. Wish me luck everybody!
Even how hard life could be, God for sure will make a way for me, for you and for all of us.
Stay in His blessing :)



Wednesday, February 1, 2012

The Decision.


I believe the relationship and opportunities that we have is a gift from God that He has entrusted to our care and management. Yes! I still love you, I always am. But how can i trust you again? This question have been running in my head like more than a thousand times. Giving you a chance to build that trust again, sometimes I feel that I'm being too generous, am I being too kind? I already leave it all to God, these kind of thoughts shouldn't come into my mind again! I believe in God, the power of healing is in His hand! Afraid of this decision? No I am not because Immanuel ~ God with us. *wink*



Remember guys, always be grateful  and have faith!