10 Things I am Thankful For..

I received the bookmark above during the Women of Destiny conference at church a few months ago. Looking at how it looks like, I know that it was a handmade. But put aside of that cause what important most is the content, the Words spoken there. It reminds me to always be thankful :)

So 10 things I am thankful for today;

1. I am thankful for the fact that I am still breathing at this moment.
2. I am thankful for my family who have been my great pillar of strength.
3. I am thankful for having a special someone who can tolerate with me through my ridiculousness
4. I am thankful for my current job.
5. I am thankful for my car.
6. I am thankful for being able to workout through Crossfit.
7. I am thankful for my friends who have been one of my source of happiness.
8. I am thankful for being able to shop things that I wanted.
9. I am thankful for being able to eat lots of delicious food.
10. I am thankful for being me.


What do you thankful for today? :)

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Even When It Hurts(Praise Song) - Hillsong United

Psalm 69: 29-32

"But I am poor and sorrowful; Let Your salvation, O God, set me up on high. I will praise the name of God with a song, And will magnify Him with thanksgiving. This also shall please the LORD better than ox and bull, Which has horns and hooves. The humble shall see this and be glad; And you who seek God, your hearts shall live"

Amen.

This song felt just near my heart tonight. Reflecting back all things that I've been through, I always realized that without God, I won't be here. Without Him, I won't get through it and I am eternally grateful. Taya Smith said, it is easier to praise God when everything was alright, like you are on the top of the  mountain, but when the circumstances is vice versa it was a sacrifice to praise God. But that's our prayer actually. No matter what your situation is right now, praise God. Even when it hurts. 

Take this fainted heart
Take these tainted hands
Wash me in Your love
Come like grace again

Even when my strength is lost
I'll praise You
Even when I have no song
I'll praise You
Even when it's hard to find the words
Louder then I'll sing Your praise

I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise

Take this mountain weight
Take these ocean tears
Hold me through the trial
Come like hope again

Even when the fight seems lost
I'll praise You
Even when it hurts like hell
I'll praise You
Even when it makes no sense to sing
Louder then I'll sing Your praise

I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise

And my heart burns only for You
You are all You are all I want
And my soul waits only for You
And I will sing till the morning has come

Lord my heart burns only for You
You are all You are all I want
And my soul waits only for You
And I will sing till the miracle comes

I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise
I will only sing Your praise

Even when the morning comes
I'll praise You
Even when the fight is won
I'll praise You
Even when my time on earth is done
Louder then I'll sing your praise

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Home sweet home :)

This picture does not related any to my blog post today. Just want to share it. HAHA.
 #throwback #edited n design by Shelly Edna

Late night post, since I finally have the desire to open my lappy. Been home on last saturday afternoon. Quite a long journey from Labuan back to Ranau. Dad drove around 5-6 hours from Menumbok to Ranau. Poor daddy. They have to pick me up since I've got sooo many luggage and things. I can't carry it alone. Well, my 3 years stuff in Umskal. I didn't know I've got that much. HAHA. Trust me, it's too much. Koronob bilang mama sia! HAHAHA!! And I haven't finish unpack my things. Some of them still in the box. 

Anyway, I'm sooo happy to be back at home. No other place is better than this. I'm gonna have my long-longer rest before starting my practical on next week. I'm gonna appreciate this short break and use it wisely.   4 years staying in the Pearl of Borneo-Labuan, includes my matriculation year, there are too many bittersweet memories. I've been shape and grow continually through those years.  I'll blog about it later on, when I've got time. OK?

Huhhh I'm a little bit nervous toward the practical thingy, but I'm sure everything will be just fine. Sudden remembrance of  my friends back in Umskal. Now we are on our own ways, going to different places. A little bit sad. But I'm not gonna cry because I knew that we WILL meet each other sooner or later. This is a new beginning for us. Another chapter in my life has laid rested and a new chapter is about to begin. Ohh future, here I come! Thank You Abba for this great great opportunity. Maybe It's not too late for me to wish Happy Fathers Day to Papa J, my beloved dad and all daddys around the world! 

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Royal of Heaven.

PPK's Farewell Dinner 

26th May 2013

Theme: Royal of Heaven (1 Peter 2:9)

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say helooo to 3P.

Hello bloggers, well the final exam officially end yesterday. I've done my part, and the rest I leave it to God. Meaning, the end of semester 5. Oh yeahh, thank you Lord for you guidance throughout this semester. Everybody is going back home and here I am, still stuck here in this island. Due to the 3P matter, my course mate and i have to stay about 3 more weeks. It's compulsory for the final year student and the class will start tomorrow. Tomorrow? Yes, it is.

The books.

I have enrolled to the IBM Database Administration course for this 3P. Even, my FYP's partner and I gonna  develop our system using Adobe Flash, this IBM is very important in order to develop our system too. So, I think it is a wise choices we made. We've been given 6 textbooks for this course, and I am thinking, how we gonna finish them in about 3 weeks. But never mind, since everything is free, we just go for it. I am thankful that that the fees is being supported by the government. Thank you Malaysia! Ahahaha :p If not we have to pay about 9K for this IBM Database Administration course only, nahhh, should be grateful right? 

Within this 3 weeks also, we had promise to our FYP's supervisor to start developing our system and will show to him anytime. How we gonna start it? I haven't even install the Adobe Flash software in my lappy. tweng, tweng, twengggg. =.=' And for the report, we have to reconstruct it again and fyi, we have been assigned to the most strict examiner ever! I called her Dr.C. She's beautiful, young, PHD holder, Sabahan and strict like a mad women! I didn't assaulting her here, I admire her actually. Her major is in layout and design so that is why she is being strict especially for the report part. But no worries, still I am grateful being assigned under her because we'll gonna learn more from her, I guarantee that. Wish us luck fellas! 

 Bright sunny Saturday, single and free, should go hang out with my girlfriends. See you! :)

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hellooo weekend!

Hello bloggers, how are you guys? I didn't even realize it's weekend already. Yeay! Counting days to go back home for Christmas. But before that I have to focus on things that I've to do on next two week.It's a presentation weeks,huhhh; Fyp 1, web programming, SAAD and MIS. Wish me luck!

Hmm, thanks God the "case" have been solved in a good way. I am officially, legally own the room I've been staying until now. The power of prayer, do believe in that. He'll give every things that we need :)

I'll give you guys a point to ponder tonight. Christmas, what is the meaning of Christmas for you? My bestie' asked me to listen to this song. The lyrics do touched my heart, miss Your presence oh Lord. 

Be blessed :)

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teaching & learning

One of the survivors told us about this, then send our name to the teacher in charge, however only 2 of us managed to get it. Huhu, thought we can hang out together while teaching but guess it's not happen like what we've planned. No worries, we can always hang out together,anywhere, anytime, am i right Survivors? 

Officially become a tutor in my former high school, Smk Lohan! Yeahhh...thank you Lord for answering my prayer. Even it just a part time but I am extremely happy! Hehe :)

But I realize that this is not a joke, the principle directly told us, " It's not about the salary that you'll get but  its how you'll help the student to improve their studies, help them. They are your younger sisters and brothers. Don't just think about the wages."  His word went directly into my heart. :)

. For this time being, there are 9 students that is under me. The students willing to sacrifice their time, energy and money for this extra classes for the sake of their studies. Will give my best effort to help them! 

All the best jujie!

love this pictures!

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always in our mind, farewell seniors!

 

Last Saturday, we've done the Christian Students Fellowship (SIB) of Umskal Farewell Dinner Party 2012 at Waterfront Hotel Labuan. It was awesome! With the dresses, heels, hairs, make-up, foods and so on. But the most important thing are we can spent our time happily and share the blessings together. It's normal for any event to have problems or people who can't give their full commitment to make sure the event runs smoothly. For those who has given their all for this event, thank you so much and for those who did not, please, please and please give your full commitment next time. Please manage your TIME wisely next time. Really, really hope it won't happen again next time :) 

(saya menegur karena saya mengasihi)

Represented the 2nd and 1st year students to deliver speech on that night. Just a short one, I know all of them are super hungry.hahah! Before the event start, I can't hold my tears, I don't know why. I can't believe that the event would start in anytime, to think that our crazy friendly, super sporting and kind seniors will leave us in any moment. For us, they are our role model, they are our strength. To see their commitment towards their study but in the same time protecting their relationship with God and spirituality matured is a beautiful thing to see. I am fully blessed. Thanks God, I managed to control my emotion during delivering the speech.heee :p

I haven't got all of the pictures, just few of it. 

 

tadaaaa!!!

ngehhhh :p

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2012.

Hello bloggers!! It's been a while isn't it? Well, I have a reason for this. The week before last year Christmas, I am totally into my assignments, completely into it. Then after that, went back hometown for Christmas and new year's celebration. 10 days at home,well i'm kind of busy with the Christmas preparation, celebrating it at church, visiting my family and friends and so on. It supposed to be my study week but I don't even touch my books during that period of time. Not even once. Okey, after that went back to school. I only have 2 days to prepare for my first two paper. What to do?? It's the killer papers by the way, database management system and statistic. End of that story. Finally now I got the chance to update my blog even I'm still in exam mood.*wink*

I didn't realize, it's been 8 days since we enter the 2012. Whoaa, time goes by in a speed of light right? Remembering back all the memories in 2011. Too much things had happen, I had been through in various situation. There is one quote that really describe one of the event that happened to me last year,

 "When you trust someone,

 trust him/her completely without any doubt.

 In the end you would get one of the two: either a lesson for your life or a very good person"

Well, for me, I really got a lesson for my life. But still I am grateful for everything. Starting my new year with this bible verse;

picture by mr.google

the end.

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holiday? oh yeahh!!

Hello guys! Whoaa.. Its been around 2 weeks since my last post right? Hmm..it's over, finally! The midterm, assignments, tutorials, quizzes and so on. Tommorow, I'm coming home. Oh yeahh!! Can't wait to run away from this hectic campus life. 1 week of holidays, will use it wisely, for sure. 

Somehow, life being so tough lately. In this period of time, emptiness. But I still manage to live it. *wink* Thank you Lord! I really don't know how to express how grateful I am to go through all of this. People comes and goes but God, for sure won't leave us. Sometimes, I wish someone will tell me earlier about it. But you, you know about it earlier right? Why you didn't tell me a single word at all? We are friends right? But there is no point at all talking all of this right now, the things had happen. Life must go on. Bless you dear friend. :)

i don't own this pic. copied from FB. 

Pretends that everything is okey, living life as nothing happen, but the truth is

copied from FB.

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grateful

be grateful for everything :)

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yeahhhh!!

Exam sudah habis!!! yeahhh!! :P Thanks Lord :)

Hmm..I woke up early today. Last night I've sleep very very well. No more papers and now counting hours, minutes and seconds to go back home. Hehe :P 

TWO papers in one day is really tiring you know. Yesterday, my last two paper is quite hard, sampai got migraine. But when I think it is the last paper, semangat menjawab terus! 

Last night, I've packed some of my things. Yang lain2 tu..nanti sekaranggg lah sambung pack. Right now, want to go jalan2 with my friends here.

My flight tomorrow is at 10.35 am. May God bless my journey. I know He already lead my way tomorrow. 

To all my friends, happy holidays! Gonna miss you all. May you guys have a safe journey to go back home aa. God bless you all abundantly :)

To survivors, watch out! Juji is coming..hehe. Pengerusi outing, Miss daya @ gullaa, sila tetapkan tarikh untuk outing. Thank you.

Ahahahahahahahaha XD

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play with the softwares

 Adobe Flash CS3 Professional, name given.This week in our multimedia class, we have learn how to use this software.Well, as usual we have to install this in our pc or laptop to use it right?
This week assignment is to create a simple bouncing ball using this software.We have to make sure the motion is smooth enough.
The problem is I didn't pay attention in the class so I have no idea what to do.haha!I try to install the software for the first time but it can't be installed. Why?? Hard Disk Full. No space!! hahahhaha:DThen I try again, luckily it's work but it is a trial version only, for 30 days.Then I said, okey la...as long as I can finish the assignment tonight. The due date is today okey!I google on how to do it, search in Youtube but still blur..But finally I manage to do it just know. Thanks to my dear friend a.k.a my roommate Priscilla for teaching me.
I salute them who able to do this assignment by their own. Bravo..Bravo!!Okey la..see you guys later. I've got replacement class this 10.30 am.

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R.O.C.K CONCERT 3

R.O.C.K is the short form of Revelation Of Christ Kingdom. SIB Spring Garden, SIB Bandar and SIB Pohon Batu are the only 3 SIB's churches that exist here in Labuan and they work together for this concert.  I've got an awesome Saturday this week. All because of this concert. I totally forgot everything that stressed me up recently.huh! Thank you Lord :) 

me

we lifted our hands to worship you God..

brothers n sisters in Christ :)

the t-shirt

sandra with sis helena's son :)

After the concert, everyone busy to take picture with the awesome and nice background there! hehe :)

that is the background, its simple but nice kan..:))

sandra, lynn and bb :)

pisss for bb, hehehe :P

lynnn, you are so heavy you know...haha! :p

sorry..the picture's quality is not so good right? well we just take it using the handphone's camera..but i think that's okey kannn...:) As long as we have the sweet memories with us.

God bless all!

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be blessed :)

I am so blessed by this song, On my knees by Jaci Velasquez. Click the link below to listen to it :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fx10drNM3gc

There are days
when I feel
The best of me
is ready to begin

Then there's  days
when I feel
I'm letting go
and soaring on the wind
'Cause I've learned in laughter or in pain
How to survive!

I get on my knees! (x2)
There I am before the Love
That changes me
See I don't know how
But there's power
When I'm on my knees

I can be
in a crowd
Or by myself
and almost anywhere
When I feel
there's a need
To talk with God
He is Emmanuel
When I close my eyes,
no darkness there
There's only light!

I get on my knees (x2)
There I am before the Love that changes me
See I don't know how, but there's power
In the blue skies, in the midnight
When I'm on my knees
I get on my knees (x2)
There I am before the Love
That changes me
See I don't know how, but there's power
When I'm on my, oh, when I'm on my
When I'm on my knees

 Glory to God!

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dear diary

January 30.

:)

February 2.
My sweet cousin's birthday..Hany..may God bless you :)

sweet cuzy :)

 hanging out with survivors..

Desa Cattle Kundasang :)

fresh air :)

February 3.
my bestie's birthday, norhidayah kamin.hehe :) mish u!!

my bestie..:)

 p/s-assignment bertimbun-timbun!! aigoooooooooooo^^

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^__^

Well, this couple of week i kinda busy of lecture,assignment, and coursework. I have to finish all before Chinese New Year holidays! Maybe not all la..especially for our coursework but at least we finish doing the drafts. This is because our group decided to finish all of that stuff by this February so after that we can focus more in our studies. Hopefully we can la..Some of my lecturers in this sem were very strict on giving mark..so, i need to perform better than last sem! Got headache a lot because of our techno project,also because of remembering all the Chinese words. I got quiz next week!! Oh ya..I'm taking Mandarin this sem for foreign language. Hihi.. Hoping that everything gonna be okey! Do everything as to the Lord and not unto men because we live to serve the Lord Jesus :) May God bless us always..

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the end of 2010

Hey!! its December 31..mean that its the end of the of 2010. This year was such a challenging one for me. I've been through all kind of things that I've never expected. Too many surprises!!! But whatever it is, I'm still grateful for everything because it help me to realize what kind of world is this.haha!! Best of all, I've learned a lot. Million of thanks to our Father in heaven for the blessing throughout this year. I cant stand any situation without the strength that You've given to me :) Hoping for a better year ahead..

*pic for the end of year*

with ma beloved mama..(nda lama lagi jdi basar mcm c mama ni,haha!)

im getting fat!! but misu dont cares..haha!

p/s-imisssomeone :(

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