Let the song talk~

We pray for blessings, we pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
And all the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom, Your voice to hear
We cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt your goodness, we doubt your love
As if every promise from Your word is not enough
And all the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know that pain reminds this heart
That this is not,
This is not our home
It's not our home

'Cause what if your blessings come through rain drops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights are what it takes to know You're near

What if my greatest disappointments or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise

#laurastory

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My Baby Brothers

From left; Jico, Joshua, John Calvin

Few days ago, my mom Whatsapp me this picture. My baby brothers, few years ago, I can't remember the exact year this picture was taken. Sooooo cute and adorable. Haha. Gosh, I miss them, I miss my family.
This week was a very dynamic week for me. So many unexpected things happened in the same time-work, students, personal, friends. But I am grateful for the sermon last week, "The Battle is the Lord". Ps. Rommel said, when you are in battle remember how great is your God. His great Name, Power and Love. Though most of the 'stuff' haven't settle yet, I put my faith into my awesome God knowing that He'll make a way.

Christmas Eve dinner last year

Back to the topic, my baby brothers, haha. They are growing so well, became taller than me, I miss them, I love them. End of topic XD

Till' then.

XOXO,
~jmarlyn~

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Monday blues

source: Google.

Okey, why suddenly Monday blues? cause today i woke up at 11.00 am. what?? yes, 11.00 am. After taking bath and so on, then I filled my empty stomach with rice, fried chicken+mayonnaise, vegetables and 'tuhau'. Sound appetizing right? muahahaha xD Okey, after that..online-ing, online-ing, online-ing 'till 2.30 pm. Then, guess what? sleeping again. And just woke up again at 5.00 pm. Hemp! That's why I called it Monday blues. I am not doing anything instead of sleeping, eating, online-ing. Yes, I am sooo LAZY today! I don't care about the assignments and final exam!

Suddenly I miss playing the ukulele, guitar and keyboard at home. For the ukulele, I'll play speak now by Taylor Swift, for the keyboard I'll play tak mustahil bagiMu by Adelia Lukmana ft Sidney Mohede and for the guitar I'll play any random song that will came out from my mind. ARGHHHH!! I think I miss home. Lots!

Recently, i also tend to forget people. How come I did not remember my ex-classmate in form 4 and 5. After almost 1 year, I just know that he is schooling here in umskal. He is my junior actually. I meet him like more than 10 times. When he smile to me, I look on the other side or make a blur face because seriously I don't remember him! In my mind, why this junior always smiling at me (perasaan lah tu). =.=

Ahhh, what kind of symptom is this??!! Am I old enough to forget a person or I am too stress here? Somebody, help me!!!

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missing them.

It's 3.00 am. I'm still awake, lots of thing running in my head but I got no one here that I can share with. Writing it on my blog will take me forever to finish it. Suddenly I remember them, my brothers and sisters in Christ. I miss them. I miss the moment where we can do a fellowship together, sharing the blessing that we've got, sharing the problems that we faced on, praying for each other, supporting each other and so on. And I wonder when we will have that chances again. I'm really really looking forward for it. I miss you guys sis Eyan, sis Merry, bro Kebon and bro Adrian. There are lots of thing that I'd like to share with you guys but seems like the situation doesn't allowed us. All of us were in different places for this time being. Everyone have their own commitment towards the studies and careers. I'll always support you guys no matter what and my prayer will always be with you guys. 

It's last year-- Hangout together :)

 Philippians 1:3

I thank my God every time I remember you.

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