Students.

Hello everyone,

It's me again. It's kind of rare actually for me to update my blog more than 2 times in a week but I what can I do when this is the only place where I can express everything. Plus, I can practice my grammar and typing skills here. Haha. Such a lame excuses.

So, I entitled my blog post today as 'Students'. I just want to talk about them. I've been through a gloomy day on this past few days, and last night conversation, 'doubting' was still kind of hard for me to accept that matter of fact. 

My students was having a presentation today for 2 different subjects, and I have to be their panel. 3 session of presentation is no joke man! Haha. Each session we have 2-4 groups presenting. But it's fun tho, I can evaluate them in various aspects. 

While doing all of this, I forgot for a while the reason I'm being gloomy. All credits to my students. Even though sometimes they are super duper naughty, causing me headache and stress. In the end of the day, they're the one who make me laugh out loud during class. And slightly I am getting better, at this moment.

I think that's the beauty of relationship between teacher and student. I thank God for them, my beloved students. 

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Attenttion

oxforddictionary.com defined Attention as,

 "The action of dealing with or taking special care of someone or something"

"Things done to express interest in or please someone"

If only man truly understand the process of how the woman's feeling work. Things would get better, probably. As time passed by, things does changed especially the action. It's not that long actually. Not as often as before, not as sweet as before, not as strong as before. The more I give, the less I get back. Man need to understand that even the smallest matter does affect the whole things for us, the woman. If only man truly understand. Never take someone for granted, including me.

Be strong little heart, thank God I owned a blog just to burst out everything in here.

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Just Eating My Feelings Away

Happy Sunday Dearest Bloggers,

The weekend is coming to an end in few hours. I wish tomorrow is still Sunday tho. Haha. Well, well, well, there's no weekend for me cause I am stuck here in front of my laptop, trying to finished those bundles of works. And please let me rest for a while by updating my blogs. 

So, it's the time of the month where I am eating my own feelings, being emotional out of no where and grumpy all the times. If only man understand this kind of situation I personally think we'll gained a world peace in different perspective. 

What I did just now was blog-walking over my own blog. Andddd I'm like, whoaaa I've been through a lot, gained a lot, lose a lot. I just want to emphasize the word "LOT" tho. While blog-walking, I read through some of my breaking-up posts, (June 2011 - Dec 2012) and the post go on actually until 2013/2014 (it never really ends). Reading all of that again, I am about to cry, I guess the scars is still there, the wounds healed tho. June-Dec 2011: dark period. 

But somehow, I am proud of myself for being able to get through all of that. Good job jujie! 

Seriously, I don't even understand my own post today. 

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Random Mumblings V2

Hello Bloggers,

A quick sneak peek in the office while working. Gosh, I'm being so unproductive today. 2 hours since 8.00 am and I have done nothing, n.o.t.h.i.n.g. I don't know if I am the only person who sometimes felt like this during working hours or anyone else also experienced the same things. I don't know.

Anyway, how's your CNY break? Despite the short break, I went back home at Ranau. 4 days, 3 night should be good enough to spend time with the family and friends. Most of the time, I stayed at home. Resting well cause I really really need it. Groceries shopping with the siblings, baking (I've improved my skills, yay!), cooking, house chores, went to church, dinner with the fam, short hangout with the friends & love and fellowship with the fam (mum's side and I've given chance to took part in the ministry which I am humbled and grateful). Less social network and live the moment. Holiday spent well and I thanked God for that.

So, I am back here in Brunei on last Tuesday. Back to reality and those reality does bites. My students were doing well with their assignments, everyone was on track except the few naughty one. Slide developer's task, only a little bit of progress (which stressed me lot), my study, I got 3 pending assignments to be submitted. T.T

Tapiiii, nda apa, "With God Nothing Is Impossible" - Luke 1:37, the verse that I've shared with them during the fellowship. What's the purpose of I'm sharing it if I am not applying it in my own life, not walking my talk. Right? 

Alright, I should back to work, I've expressed everything that I need to in here. No photo cause I'm lazy to upload. Haha. Till' then.

XOXOX,

~jmarlyn~

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Lunch Box!

Lunch-box today :)

Hello bloggers, I'm sneaking out to update my blog for a while during office hours. Huehuehue. Well, I got full class this morning, so the rest of this afternoon gotta finished those paperwork. Back to topic, my lunch box. Haha, sudden urge to share this matter for today. I've been practicing to eat clean since few months ago. I disciplined myself to eat properly from Monday to Friday and Weekend will be my cheat dayssss. But still controllable amount of cheat. Haha. Therefore, as for today I packed white rice, boiled vege and boiled (then pan-fried with olive oil) chicken. Put a little bit of Heinz Bbq Sauces and sprinkles few black-peppers+salt. Done. Simple and quick and suited my taste.

Till then bloggers.
XOXOX

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