Wednesday.

Wake up at 6am, get ready to go to class. In the bus, I've got message from my friend. "CLASS CANCEL" and I'm like !@#%$$$%^%^%*()*(^%4!!!!

Aishhh..I'm not a morning person, I can be sometimes but not today. I'm totally need a rest from yesterday incident. The whole Labuan was blackout yesterday, seriously. The elevator in our campus was not functioning at all but the lecturer is sooo stubborn to proceed the class and we have to 'naik turun tangga'. If the class in the 1st, 2nd,3rd floor I still consider it. But in 8th floor??!! Whoaa..I can't feel my legs anymore.

Hmm..end of story. Got Discrete Math and Internet Business Model's tutorial to do. Have a nice day bloggers. Bye!

i miss my straight hairs.huhu

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Forever Grateful.

 

Hello bloggers, we meet again.

I got a chance to update my blog today since all my classes have been cancel.

Well, currently I'm having a very hard time in my study right now, but I try not to think about it.hee.

This situation make me realize one things.

 Being the only daughter in my family make me always dream on to have a sister which I can share anything, I can tell everything related to girls stuff and lots of other things.Yaa, you know. I am so envy with them who have a sisters or younger sisters in their family. I am not the type of person who will tell my parents if I'm in a difficult situation or having problems. It just not me. Sharing it with my 3 younger brothers, I don't think they will understand it.*sigh*. I need someone, a girl! Not a boy. Someone like a sisters to me.

And the thing is, there are always someone out there, girls who will always listen to me, support me and encourage me which will make me feel so much better. My dearest cousins, my girlfriends. For that reason I am forever grateful to have you guys in my life. Girls, thank you so much. You guys are the best. I pray that God's blessing will remain in you.

crying out loud won't solve the problems.

face your problems!

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stress.

Aduh..di awal-awal sem ini stress sudah! Went to meet my mentor yesterday regarding my registration slip and result, he said overall it's OK but he told me to retake the subjects that I've got C- to get a higher CGPA. Omg!! Retake??!! Arghhh I don't know what to do. I have never thinks on retaking those subjects. He said actually it's not compulsory to retake it but in order to push my CGPA more higher, I have to. And guess what, I have 2 subjects that I've got C-. The lecturer for both of this subjects are damn strict in marking!

Oh myyy.. It's 'memalukan'. Yaa, I know. Sangat-sangat memalukan. I'm not a smart student. This semester is a short sem and I have 20 credits hours, If I retake 1 of those subjects means that I will have 23 credit hours in this sem. What should I do? Should I retake it this sem or next sem?? Next semester will be my final year already. Aishhhhhhhh!! Super duper stress! :'(

Any advises guys? :'( :'( :'(

p/s- I've learn my lesson.

 Tu lahh, study week balik kampung 

dan berpesta. Lain kali balik lagi!

I am so mad of myself!

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into a new world.

Well, our semester 4 officially started today. Lucky me, I don't have any class on Monday.oh yeahh!

 7 subjects, 20 credit hours in this sem with lecturers that ......*i have no words to describe them*. But I am more than ready to fight. Same hope, Same goals. Wish me luck everybody!
Even how hard life could be, God for sure will make a way for me, for you and for all of us.
Stay in His blessing :)

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The Decision.

I believe the relationship and opportunities that we have is a gift from God that He has entrusted to our care and management. Yes! I still love you, I always am. But how can i trust you again? This question have been running in my head like more than a thousand times. Giving you a chance to build that trust again, sometimes I feel that I'm being too generous, am I being too kind? I already leave it all to God, these kind of thoughts shouldn't come into my mind again! I believe in God, the power of healing is in His hand! Afraid of this decision? No I am not because Immanuel ~ God with us. *wink*

Remember guys, always be grateful  and have faith!

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