Mumble

Hello everyone. We meet again. Feel so miserable right now and end up updating my blog. After 8 months standing in this position, I can feel the tension build within me. I am a human too and I am just 24y.o to deal with all this stuff. Technically speaking, I am still 23 y.o tho. 

Being a lecturer, it is a blessing tho. I love being one since it is one of my dream job. The thing is, the unhealthy environment at workplace. I cannot understand why such negative vibes people exist. Keep on gossiping and spreading it like they have no other things to do. And I am one of the victim even saya duduk diam-diam saja tidak kacau hidup dorang. But it is okay tho, people will only gossip things that is and always be #hotstuff *kiap2 macam mean girls HAHAHA. Even they are being like that, when it comes to work, I still treat them like as usual, tolerating with them, be professional orang bilang. But they didn't, goshh where is your professionalism and maturity? You guys are even wayyyyy too much older than me. To the haters and gossipers out there, just get a life please. Pesanan ikhlas daripada saya.

Next will be the students issues. The range of age of my students is around 18-30 years old. Means some of them are younger than me and some of them are older than me. Their issues wouldn't have full stop, every week different issues came out and I have to stand in the middle to help them settle it out. I have to be fair, that is the deal and it is so hard. Sometimes I feel like they are abusing my quality me time especially during weekend. Keep on text-ing me regarding college's stuff. It can be annoying sometimes but I realize that it was my responsibility tho. Still love them because if it wasn't them, I won't be here.

"Tough times don't last, Tough people do!"

Looking forward the 3rd week of May. Till' then, Te amo :)