Lift me up.

Waiting for the sunrise

Waiting for the day
Waiting for a sign
That I’m where you want me to be

You know my heart is heavy
And the hurt is deep
But when I feel like giving up
You’re reminding me
That we all fall down sometimes
But when I hit the ground

C/O         You lift me up when I am weak
                Your arms wrap around me
                Your love catches me so I’m letting go
                You lift me up when I can’t see
                Your heart is all that I need
                Your love carries me so I’m letting go

You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up with your love
You lift me up

I know I’m not perfect
I know I make mistakes
I know that I have let you down
But you love me the same

And when I’m surrounded
When I lose my way
When I’m crying out and falling down
You are here to 

Repeat C/O

I can see the dawn is breaking
I am feeling overtaken with your love
With your love
I don’t know what I can offer
In this moment I surrender to your love
To your love

Repeat C/O

The Afters- Lift me up

Give thanks to Lord. Be blessed guys. Enjoy the video below!

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the truth.

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Facing the truth is the hardest part of it. I keep saying I'm okey, I'm okey. But the truth is I'm not okey!! I'm living like I'm in hell for this past few months. I smile, I laugh everyday but honestly, I'm dying inside. Yes, I already forgive'em but why its become much harder now. Feels like I've no one to depends on anymore. I'm tired.

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Everything happens for a reason.

          Well, its true. I believe in it. Through everything that had happen, believe that God never leaves us. He already prepared something much better that beyond our own thinking. To be honest I'm having a really-really difficult time right now. Whatever it is, pray for me so that I'll have strength to deal with it. Yaa, sometimes I'm wondering, why do we supposed to take other people's property. You!! Who's given you the right to make me suffer like this?? Its easy to forgive but to forget it, it'll take millions years. I didn't hate you,seriously! But please, stop doing this to others. Believe me, it's hurt. I don't want to blame you or others. In Jesus Name, I Love you. I  have faith in my Lord, He bring me to this and for sure He'll bring me through this. 

          Readers, when people do bad things to you, do not do the same to him or her. Forgive them and pray for them. I'm not saying this 'cause I'm perfect or what but just want to share what I've learned. To release a forgiveness is a very-very hard things,it's painful, seriously!! I've experienced it by myself. But when you rely on God for this matter,nothing is impossible. Why we have to forgive? If we didn't forgive others, how can our Father in Heaven forgave us right?? Be blessed. Peace no war :) :)

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Its been a while. First week at school, so far everything goes on smoothly. New house, new room, new housemate, new roommate. But, emptiness, loneliness, that's what i feel. I'm missing home. Ok, enough crying. Since when i become this weak, i have no idea.

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long time no see :p :p

*Berhabuk sudah ni blog..kikikikiki*

A few more weeks before going back to school. Gaining weight? ohh yeah..hahaa. 

Dear SURVIVORS i miss you guys damn much :'( :'(

Hmm..lots of thing had happen. But whatever it is I'm gonna leave it all to God.

 I will always gonna rest in His strength and love.

Dunno what to talk about, I just want to inform you guys that I'm still alive. hahahaha...just kidding. :P :P

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